Sunday, July 19, 2009
It feels weird to happy for friends and family and so sad for myself at the same time. Having a bit of a pity party today. Its hard trying to remember all the good things in your life when you're overcome with one stupid bad thing. In one of my upcoming posts I'm going to list all the blessings that I have, but I'm sad, tired, and feeling lonely in my emotions today, so I'm going back to bed. I'm so sick of crying! Pisses me off! Scratch the sad emotion, I'm angry and bitter now! I want to blame someone, hit something, or just run away! Seriously, I'm going back to bed.
