What to Expect When You Are Trying To Be Expecting

The embryos didn't make it through the thaw. They weren't strong enough. My emotions are raw. I am overwhelmed with grief, so I won't be going into detail in this post. My heart and mind can't take it. I do know some very certain things. I am blessed to have my family. Though we have terrible moments when we want to kill each other, our communications skills are incredibly lacking, and we drive each other crazy, I know that they love me with all their heart and we will get thought this. I know that I have friends who love me. That they want to help me every step of the way. I know that the Lord loves me so much that he blessed me to learn about these weak embryos BEFORE they were implanted into my body. It is better to deal with this pain now, than a miscarriage later. Most importantly, my son and my husband are my light and life. I vow to never take them for granted, because without them, I am nothing. I am in a dark place but I need to remember that I am blessed.