Things I'm worried about...

• Before I would say, "The pressure's off. I have my son." Now that pressure is sinking in. "What if I mess this up? What if it doesn't work?" If my fears come true, there will be no baby. There is a sadness I feel about this. What if all this work was in vain.
• Will I be on bedrest again? Will people take over my life and my decisions? Will people give me "tough love" as I lay on the couch in the fetal position feeling every contraction.
• Am I going to jack this up?