Remember that phrase? We'd call it out as kids whenever somebody didn't understand the rules of a game or if we really wanted another chance at hitting the ball. Well, I called "Do Over" to my fertility doc today. I don't really have a lot of emotions this time around. I just keep saying, "Well, here we go again!" Another blood test. Another list of appointments. Another schedule of meds. I think part of me is holding back, just waiting. Almost as if someone is going to call me and say, "Never mind, you're still not ready." So, right now I'm just taking it one day at a time, with no emotions unless it is called for. No sense in me getting worked up if I need to yell "Do Over!" again.
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